You might have a different opinion. But in my mind I have no option. If I tell my friends, they don’t want to be my friends anymore because no one wants a negative downer friend. No chance in getting a gf because no woman wants a depressed guy. If I tell my parents, they will constantly think I am going to kill myself and I am a burden to them. Infact if I tell anyone, I will get fired, because a worker with depression is a liability. I will get more depressed, lose all my money and become homeless. And I’m thinking homeless people are just depressed people who didn’t have the balls to end it while had the economic means to it. Rest of my live will be living hell, which I estimate to be around 30-50 years, so very long time to suffer. Better end it now while I still have the economic resources to do it comfortably, telling someone will make it only worse.
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Ya be super careful. Best case scenario you get stuck for a week or two in the sad house.
Yes I have been trying since 13 to get the means to do it. I had a job but all my money went to the court. I just needed one last check. I had paid off my court fee and I was going to get one more check for 360$ and then I was going to kill myself. I was then fired and I could not end my life. Every day I know I wished I would have ended it then. I did not expect to lose job.
Worst case they attack you an uncountable amount of times physically verbally mentally emotionally and make you feel like you deserved to be attacked
It depends on how much you tell them, I wouldn’t tell them that your suicidal, but I have told my 2 closest friends about my depression and they were very understanding. If you are comfortable enough with them and trust them enough tell them, just don’t tell everything, we all have to hold some back. Who knows they might surprise you, my friends weren’t all to shocked, I think the people closest to us usually know something is off.
Besides, we’re on a suicide site…how much do we really have to lose?
I don’t know anyone who I could possibly tell. The reaction is unlikely to be one of understanding, it’s always alarm, and sometimes they call the police who come over and make things worse.