as nervous as you make me, talking to you is the most comfortable thing in the world. something you knew, something that was yours—reminded you of me. i’m in awe.
i want to talk to you all the time. i want to know everything about you. i want to know every thought that runs through your head. and i think i will, it’s just psychology.
it’s always hard at first—a constant push and pull, debating what’s too much and too little. i hope i mean something to you. just the thought of how you spoke to me—how you cared enough to allow me to look into your blue, blue, blue eyes and say something you meant—my heart is full, my heart is fast, my heart is open.
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this is really beautifully written, describing all the feelings with so little words is so amazing.
(and maybe i’m just loving it so much because it feels like many of the things i have felt/feel /except her eyes aren’t blue/ and in a way, that provides some kind of comfort)
thank you so much
The most powerful force in our world is when one is first in love. The high blows away any euphoria that drugs can give. I wish you and your love the greatest happiness together!!!
thank you. it’s a pipe dream though, he has a girlfriend and is so happy with her—but i’ll just always be nothing to him, or a friend, or the boy he could never love
I used to be like that when I got infatuated with a woman. My advice would be to find someone who loves you back and get some actual relationship experience. I think that would be healthy.
this is the definition of infatuation; beautifully written.
thank you so much