they don’t really care

November 14th, 2017by superficiality

“when people ask you to express your feelings, they don’t mean your actual feelings. they mean the feelings that they want you to have. because people can’t deal with dark or scary or weird. they want you to smile and say ‘yeah i’m fine, everything’s great’ because then they can go on with their boring lives and never think about you again.”

i’m so tired of saying that i’m “fine”, “tired”, and “okay”. i don’t mean any of it.

what i mean is, “i just want a break. i don’t want to be here. i am so over everything. you can’t help me, i’m not worth your help. i can’t do this anymore. and, i’m just so lost. i don’t care anymore, about anything. i’ve lost all hope in life. i’m a burden and i can’t even handle it. counseling doesn’t help. none of it helps. nothing helps. i’m empty.”

i’m a mess.

WHY DO PEOPLE ASK IF I’M FINE, IF THEY CLEARLY DON’T FUCKING MEAN IT? THEY DON’T FUCKING CARE! NOBODY FUCKING CARES!

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