I have this weird obsession with death. This weird hope that today would be my last. I feel like I can’t go one anymore but yet I will not kill myself….. interesting predicament I’m in lol. My dad killed himself and there’s no way I can cause the pain he did to the ones around me. I can’t tell my husband how I’m feeling at all. I had no idea there was a place to talk about all this stuff without there being a stigma or people wanting to rush you to a psych ward. I would love to just die, but I can’t kill myself. I hate this………..
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Are you unhappy ? Or does the desire come from no where?
I’m honestly not sure…. I mean obviously I’m unhappy or I wouldn’t want to die. I’m not suffering a deep depression or anything like that. I do have OCD so I don’t know if that has anything to do with it. I just love the idea of my life here on earth being done.
Yeah I always hear from people I hate they are like “but it will hurt everyone else”
I’m like why the fuck would it hurt someone else. Because they have an unfounded belief that they are connected to me? I think of it as a completely personal thing that’s no one’s else business to be hurt. Screw the d-bags