Every day comes and goes. The sun rises and then it sets. I go to classes, I meet with ‘friends‘, most of the time it’s a struggle, just waiting for the minute I can go back and curl up in my bed.
It’s always been this way, and it will keep being this way. Every day. Every single day.
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You deserve a break, an escape maybe.
If only there was one…
Hey, spend more time talking to your family :), pick up a new book and a hobby too, if you hadn’t have one already. I am not sure how much they would help, but it is something I guess.
Being abroad seem hard, but you don’t have to go through it like that. You don’t have to let people in your life, but let life in a little.
You can always die, it is just very unlikely that you can always live. And even if it is not a gift, it is something given, make the most of it like everything else I guess.
Sorry, overly cheery today
Don’t apologize for being cheery 😀
Thanks for the advice, I’m not sure I have it in me to truly enjoy a hobby right now, to be honest. Watching TV helps, it lets me forget the rest of the world, but it’s not very productive.
I hate facing anyone. They’re all having their own story and digging their shits and wanting me as a part of it. I can truely see the evil in their thoughts and actions. It makes me hate living more and more. The problem is I need something to help me sleep.
Take me with you.
… um, er, not to bed, I meant to death.