I watch people dying in movies.. or in real life on the news etc.. and i feel.. envious. I think “lucky bastard”
I know this is horrible cause they dont want to be in this position. And knowing my luck i would probably feel the same if i ACTUALLY was in their position.
But i cant help it. I see them die. And i secretly wish i was them or i wish to trade places with them.
Does anyone else get this?
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I do, so often lately I think that way. why do they get to go and why not me.? why did this person or that’ person who didn’t want to die and get taken when I’m here willing and waiting. It starts to feel this life is so unfair
It is unfair leah_is_broken. I wish it were that easy and you could just switch places. But no you have to “be strong” etc etc. No one has the right to tell anyone they’re not strong or ‘weak” for feeling a certain way. You dont know what the fuck they’ve been through
That’s exactlly right people say don’t worry so much , things will get better. Then tell me WHEN? If you think you know better then I do. I’m so over those people. I’m so over waiting and praying not to wake up or dreaming as I walk down the street something will fall on me or that fast car will take me out. It all sucks! And I’m tired of pretending to be strong ?
I just hate the fact I have to do it myself even there are easier ways like on your post
Why do you feel envious when a person dies in a movie? Movies are not real
movies are fictitious, with often realistic concepts aimed to conditioned us to accept them as fiction.