“Erasure means wrong” I never really thought of its meaning other than how it was used in the classroom setting. But now this kinda made me think of more. I somehow manage to connect this with my life. I know to myself I didnt chose this profession now that I see it I can never turn back time and erase my decisions. Erasing what I did will just make everything feels so wrong.
I stayed longer than I expected. Now, I’m on my 4th year, someone who have heard my qualms before wouldn’t believe I would get to where I am. Coz here I am, still unsure of what I got myself in to. I don’t know why I stayed this long, I actually have thought of this quite a lot. Maybe some part of me really like this course that’s why I am still here or maybe I just like the people who were with me through this that I want to see its end with them by my side. Honestly, I still think it’s the latter because if I really like the course, I wouldn’t be writing this in the first place.
11/26/2017
9:24pm