Friend

I’m so tired. I’m so sad. I don’t want to be here anymore. Can you hear my cry? Take me. Take my life, my world, my agony. Suffocate me. Take my last breath. I couldn’t ask for anything more than to not be here anymore. How many tears do you want? How much blood do you need? I’m holding out my hand to you Darkness, so grab my hand! Take me with you. Take me far away from here. Let me wither away with you. Let me walk through the constant night with you. So we don’t have to be alone. My heart and soul are collapsing. So let me go. I need to be free already. Is that ok? It only rains for me and I’m drowning in the puddles Darkness. I can’t catch my breath. My lungs burn. And I’ve in all honesty, given up this time. I don’t want to get up and walk out. The walk back takes too many steps and my heels are bleeding. Take me. Take me. Take me. Take me. Take me. Take me. Please? I won’t even say a word to you. Just let me wander around. I want to gaze at nothing. I want to feel warmth. I’m just miserable. I’m tired. I’m so totally broken. I cry. I wake up. And repeat that everyday. But where does my happiness enter? It doesn’t. It never does. And I’ve tried. I’ve ran from my problems. And I feel like running doesn’t help. Darkness it doesn’t help me to run. So that’s why I’m extending my hand to you. You are my destiny. I’ve tried to extend this meeting, and this fate but my heart doesn’t want anything more than to give up. My soul doesn’t have the strength to stay strong anymore Darkness. So I plead with you once more to take me. Take me anywhere, I will follow. Just lead the way out of this world. Lead the way, Old friend.