Recently, things have been worse than normal. More family issues, issues with my lover, my so called ‘friends’. It’s alright though, I won’t be here much longer. Hopefully I’ll only have to endure a few more months of this hell.
I have three plans in mind. First I’ll try and get my hands on a gun. It’ll take awhile, I either have to crack the code on the vault or have them trust me enough to get me one for ‘shooting practice’.
If that doesn’t work, I’ll plan a time to sneak out with a bunch of liquor and pot and go to the railroads. If I chicken out on that I’ll either buy helium and gas myself or just merely try to suffocate myself.
If all fails, I’ll hang myself. Not the most exciting of decisions, most depressing and boring in my opinion. We’ll see what happens I guess. Hopefully I won’t wimp out. Nothing is waiting for me on this Earth anymore.
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If you care for how people may feel about your death, you should consider discarding the “shooting practice” option. The person who gives you the gun may forever feel guilty about your suicide, and that’s a burden we shouldn’t place on anyone.
I’m having trouble buying the gas
Hey any chance you’re over in the 305 area, we’ve got some railroads around here and it would be cool to hang out, I guess i kinda feel a connection to you over the railroads thing.