Happy fucking Halloween

This sounds really trite and stupid but nobody I know wanted to do something together today for Halloween. I was depressed today and spent the day in bed and then was hoping somebody would make my day better…My family usually does something fun for Halloween but we didn’t. I guess because it’s just me and not my siblings this year. I just feel really unwanted right now like I’m not good enough on my own to spend time with or do something for. Also because I have to initiate contact for anyone to talk to me and sometimes they don’t respond…just feeling really sad rn