I don’t think i have ever felt this lonely, worthless and hopeless in my entire life. My will to die is increasing with each passing minute. My detachment from everyone growing stronger with each greeting we exchange. I’m lifeless. I have no energy to do work. It’s like i’m literally spelling out failure for myself. I’m screaming out for help but at the same time i know that the only thing that will save me is my escape into oblivion. I have this constant tug at my heart. I have a broken smile. And I have sad eyes. Even my physical appearance is screaming out.