Today I woke up to the sound of my mother breaking my things. Wow, just wow.
If there’s a god he really hates me, I didn’t need them to find out now that I’m so heartbroken over his death. The situation is horrible.
Now my parents won’t be sad when I kill myself, they’ll be happy.
Should I end it today? I have everything ready. But Monday was a special date.
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Parents will always be disappointed when their own child takes on a certain change that is unacceptable in their family especially if they find out that you’re about to commit suicide or if they find out other things I don’t know your history but I wrote it on the other post of yours I’m sorry about your loss deeply sorry I hope hey rest in peace. You’re asking whether you should go today or not I mean it’s never ever to cunning when your parents are angry at you breaking your things. That’s so disturbing especially for Friday now The Weeknd will be difficult I bet for. not going to talk you out of suicide or just collect your thoughts carefully rationalize what is the right move in decision to do from here or go on YouTube and just randomly look at the videos I could be anime fights or just general conflicts in the world or music in fact there is one YouTuber that I follow a lot and it’s called mr.Suicidesheep maybe you can check out his music
I wish I could edit and make some corrections of my Miss spelling and grammar but anyways in this entire comment I am definitely on your side instead of banging and throwing stuff I think your family needs to start taking consideration in how you’re feeling I feel bad for you and I hope things get better
“mrsuicidesheep”! ah, yes, i follow that channel. i was actually just listening to the “Wander” playlist earlier. definitely a good channel for music.
Oh wow nice me to *cheers* hahahaha I heard it I liked Sunday’s song “AK & Sublab” I was gonna post that song here
Thank you man, you always say such nice things to me that make me feel better. Anyway, I’ll wait until Monday, I haven’t finished what I want to do. I went to a hostel tonight with the few money I had, things are calm for now, I feel much better here. I was watching dgm again lol, thankfully the hostel has wifi. I’ll check that youtuber too, thanks for the suggestion!
Your at a hostel? OMG that’s so peaceful! I’ve done it a few times to get away from home as broke as I am. espically how your parents were towards you I’m so glad you managed to go. To bad it’s expensive for us when done on a regular basis but if I had money I’d be out this house I don’t talk to my mom or sister just my lil brother greedy misunderstanding people over here. & awe Your welcome you are sweet & your going through a difficult time in your life just like me so I feel you on that. & DGM ughh I can go on forever with you on that I’ll just say I found the story sad between Karma & Kanda both surprising and sad. Great freakin anime I hope your feeling better today had a tough night guess anxiety keeps me up
Well, not as peaceful as you think, I had to share my room with a girl I didn’t know, but it was fine, she wasn’t a bad person.
Lol I’m also broke, I only did this for last night. I’ll go back to my mother’s house now, but at least she sounds calmer over the phone.
Aww you’re so sweet too! And omg yes the story between Kanda and Karma was so sad, I don’t know if you’re up to date with the manga, but poor Allen almost disappeared I was so scared. I hate Apocryphos lol, he’s so creepy.
Aw man I hope things are better over there, sometimes when I can’t sleep I read, and it makes your brain so tired especially at night that you fall asleep without even realizing. Of course, it can be the opposite and the story is so interesting you won’t be able to sleep lol
I see well even though you shared the room at least you’re away from home. since you and that girl both didn’t know each other you wouldn’t have to communicate or you know pay any mind to her or worry about anything of what she would think of you. and D gray man Allen Walker almost disappeared aww noo! I didn’t know about that I’m not up to date with the manga I’m glad he’s OK. I hate that guy Apocryphos he’s the one who killed Cross Marian I loved that character. you’re telling me Apocryphos still alive of course he is not only is he scary looking but he is as heartless and as strong as they come. see it’s those fights those moments that help me so much in forgetting about issues pain and problems this is why I love anime and Cosplay all the way LOL