So.. I’m living now in the middle of bumfuck nowhere. I can’t go outside during the day cause it’s freezing cold and there’s snow on the ground. If I need to leave during the night I can’t because it reaches 20 degrees. 35 degrees in day and 20 during nights. I really hate this state and my living situations. So I was looking on a rideshare website thinking I could get the hell out of dodge and I got offered a ride to San Diego after asking about going to Phoenix. Which I believe to be warm and sunny. 70 in the day and 52+ in the nights. I don’t know to take it because I was always warned against taking rides with truckers. I have a tent and small cash. I can get there and find a place to camp out. And live, I guess, how I always imagined I would live, homeless. California is a better place, I suppose? Where I live now is fruitless.
I’m just thinking cause I have nothing keeping me here besides toilet paper a roof and minimal nutrition. I have no friends, no work, no sports, no organizations I am apart of. I am also on a probation that I should not be on (and with how insane the police are in this state that is another thing that makes me want to get out of dodge – I want to leave and be forgotten – I do not want to be a part of this horseshit they have set me up for) I frequently prefer the homeless way, was thinking go homeless here but knew I couldn’t take off on foot in this weather. And you know, if you disappear no one can blackmail you into jail time or sick cops on you for their amusement.
However, I do not understand the law enforcement over there and how often street people will get checked by the police. If you do not carry ID is that cause for arrest? If you aren’t a citizen is that cause for arrest?
In my life, there has never been much time I can go without being policed. I frankly wonder why they don’t bother someone else.