I am suffering SO MUCH, I really need help guys. I am the type of person who can not let the things go, can’t forget anything. A person hurt me A LOT and I really didnt deserve it. Of course I should just forget this mean guy, it is the obvious, but I CAN’T. Why? Why I suffer for someone that dont deserve? Why am I a looser? Please, dont say time will heal, it has been three years. He is happy, has a family and I am broke. No money, sick with chronic pain, depressed.
How to get over it? I really apreciate your help. SP has helping me a lot. Sorry I am not to active here, I can express myself in english very well
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You want to do something but there is a thing stopping you
Am I right? What do you want to do?
I too had mean stuff done to me, it hurt me a lot, and I never deserved it either. The cruel stuff that individual did to me still gets remembered but, and this is the good part, nowadays no pain accompanies those memories of what she did when they resurface. The therapy technique that accomplished this is called EMDR. I still have other issues to address but EMDR has been a godsend.
(From my experience).. It will never go away. I got lost into this black hole ten years before when it all started with this person who ruthlessly broke me. I have to live with it, prolly die with it. I did face quite a lot of bad stuff after that but that one heartbreak will never fade away.
I would say you have to accept the pain. It’s horrible I know. You’ll get used to it.
No one is guilty hurting another person. I’m just sick of this world that has no love. I don’t even understand how they sleep at night making someone else’s life miserable.
Thank you so much for your help. I have to admit it is not what I wannted to hear. I really would like to forget all this shit and live normally but it wont gonna happen. Is it worth it live like this? As you say people can be so mean and dont even care. Suicide is clearly the best option. But for me it is harder cause I am an atheist and I know dead is the and. I wish I could be happy
Sorry for your troubles. I too have had some horrific things happen. I was molested many times by many people as a kid, and raped while growing up and as an adult.. Then life stomped on my heart by taking a child.
It doesn’t get easier, and I wish I could tell you it does. Unfortunately, you have to play the hand you are dealt… That being being said, you have gotten this far- you must have far more stregnth than you think. Keep playing. You may have an ace in the hole.