Not really much to say, just that I feel like shit and want to kill myself.
My parents are mad at me again, because I’m useless. I’m fat. And I don’t deserve anything.
What’s the point anymore when I’m constantly getting put down over and over again.
It would be easier if I just kill myself and end it all.
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Your story reminds of a certain mother who used to make me cringe. She would call her daughter derogatory things and I my heart would ache every time I heard it. If I heard your mother downgrading you it would hurt me. As time goes on I hope you get to see those mother lies for the lies they actually are.
My own mother berated me too. Such behavior is inscrutable.
I read your other posts. From where I sit it looks like they had you and your sibling without first making preparations for your needs (emotionally or economically) and are now blaming you for their own lack of preparation for your coming into the world. Sadly, this happens a lot.
Hey I know where your coming from my dad does it to me all the time, but what I figured out amd am still working on not taking anything personally anymore