I really hate the holidays… I’m in a place where no one really cares about me or any of the other kids, and there’s only halfhearted attempts to crate a holiday for us…
I really cant stand being alive anymore…. Its times like these where i cant stand feeling all of the pain and anguish….
The worst part is no one understands… and no one cares. I really am alone. No one would miss me..
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Sorry you’re having such a shitty time. I don’t know what it’s like to be in a group home and deal with those horrors so I won’t insult you with bullshit assumptions.
I do, however, know that people care. The people here being some.
Can’t be helped, you are a tough cookie. You have been through shit that would have made most folks break long long ago, and you’re here. You may be struggling, but you’re fucking giving ‘er. I am proud of you for that. You would be missed, so try, for our sake, not to make us miss you, okay?
I won’t insult you by assuming I know what it’s lime to be in your shoes. I don’t.
What I do know, is the horrors you have seen would have broken any given person a very long time ago, but you are here. Struggling, but here, like the tough cookie you are.
I also know you would be missed by your SP family. Try for our sake, not to make us miss you ok?