No matter what, I just keep thinking about it….Just no hope of ever feeling OK. any others feel like this? Any Canadians out there want to share experiences?
Of course there’s a hope of “feeling” okay. Will we ever actually “be” okay?
There are lots of things we can do to feel okay, some of them fleeting, others less so.
I’m afraid I’m English, but I also share this experience, even on my high moods I still think about it. most nights, most days, walking over bridges or roads, random objects I see I think about how I could use it to do it. its tiring and upsetting. i don’t want to do it, but its all I think about.
you’re not alone. i don’t know if we will be ‘ok’ but as long as you keep going, theres always a chance that you could be ‘ok’ one day.
I feel like I’m always thinking about suicide. Every day it enters my mind. Sometimes it’s an all day war trying to push it out of my head.
I’m American by the way.
I am from the land of Don Cherry and Maple. I think regardless of where we call home, that wish is there. I don’t know if it can be achieved, but I like to imagine it could. I think in Canada the cold and snow really drive home the notion of giving up. Which province/territory are you in?
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Of course there’s a hope of “feeling” okay. Will we ever actually “be” okay?
There are lots of things we can do to feel okay, some of them fleeting, others less so.
I’m afraid I’m English, but I also share this experience, even on my high moods I still think about it. most nights, most days, walking over bridges or roads, random objects I see I think about how I could use it to do it. its tiring and upsetting. i don’t want to do it, but its all I think about.
you’re not alone. i don’t know if we will be ‘ok’ but as long as you keep going, theres always a chance that you could be ‘ok’ one day.
I feel like I’m always thinking about suicide. Every day it enters my mind. Sometimes it’s an all day war trying to push it out of my head.
I’m American by the way.
Wow, I didn’t realise being Canadian was that bad.
I am from the land of Don Cherry and Maple. I think regardless of where we call home, that wish is there. I don’t know if it can be achieved, but I like to imagine it could. I think in Canada the cold and snow really drive home the notion of giving up. Which province/territory are you in?