falling deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole that is my depression

  December 7th, 2017 by Blugirl16

what’s the point of being alive? I have so many flaws, and all I do is cause pain for both others and I. I had so many dreams and aspirations, but with depression and anxiety why even bother? I’m not mentally prepared enough to chase after what I want…I barely even have enough strength to attempt to get through each day. It’s as if i’m cursed, cursed to being forever in despair. I can’t handle the world or even myself to the point where I can’t even do my responsibilities i’m falling deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole…. I’m ashamed of my existence..this life of mine isn’t worth living…and I know what I need to do…if only I had enough courage to tie that rope around my neck and jump

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