follow up (not that anyone cares but)

so my family (my mom and her bf) are always awake really late but i really hope they go to bed early

my step sister sleeps in the living room which is where the perfect spot is to kill myself :/ which sucks cuz i dont want a 10 yr old to find my body u feel??

but i think i can hang from it! the problem is tho is to find a decent rope.. i was thinking of a belt but i thought my moms bf would know if his went missing..

i dont want to use wires because i feel like they might push into my skin too much? hm