sometimes I wonder, will my life get any better? Will my days get any brighter? Will my being get any hopeful?
I just feel like I’m losing it, every ounce of hope this world can give me. And it sucks, my rational mind fighting over my suicidal one and I don’t know where to listen to.
Can this be real, can all of this be real?
I’ve been crying for days now, alone and stuck in my room without wanting to eat or have any human interaction. I don’t feel like a normal person anymore, I don’t know I’m just confused and hopeless.