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by deep.abyss

sometimes I wonder, will my life get any better? Will my days get any brighter? Will my being get any hopeful?

I just feel like I’m losing it, every ounce of hope this world can give me. And it sucks, my rational mind fighting over my suicidal one and I don’t know where to listen to.

Can this be real, can all of this be real?

I’ve been crying for days now, alone and stuck in my room without wanting to eat or have any human interaction. I don’t feel like a normal person anymore, I don’t know I’m just confused and hopeless.

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Suicidal_teen45 12/8/2017 - 10:13 am

I totally know what you mean I’m going through the exact same thing. Hang in there my friend.

deep.abyss 12/12/2017 - 12:21 pm

I just want something new to happen, something that has more sense to end this hopeless cycle.

Cause of Death: Suicide 12/9/2017 - 2:26 am

I have also lost hope. I have learned life does terrible things and some people taste very bitter

Cause of Death: Suicide 12/9/2017 - 2:28 am

I lost hope in the winter of 2015.

deep.abyss 12/12/2017 - 12:22 pm

What did you do then to still make it now?

Cause of Death: Suicide 12/12/2017 - 2:51 pm

Ive been trying to kill myself since I was in high school bout ten years ago. I cannot figure out how to. People creep me the f*ck out and I hate everyone I’ve ever met. That’s why I’m still here. But I’m working on multiple methods. I might take the pills I saved any day now. Probably tomorrow after I waste today

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