So tired of seeing all my exs and my kids dads all being married n happy. Meanwhile here i am still single, and feelin like garbage because i dont get acknowledged.
I have a bunch of pills that i want to take so bad, but i just got a new job n start on monday. If i dont succeed, i dont wanna fuck that up or deal with side effects on my 1st day which starts at 6am :-p so tired of being alone and over thinking this.
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Just do your job and forget.
A bunch of pills likely wont do much more than cause you more pain and potentially mess up your opportunity at your new job. Monday is nearby, try giving this new job a chance.
Getting a job is quite noteworthy, to be sure. Is your son in a better place now, if so, that would make all this doubly excellent.
The pills you have will most likely won’t kill you. You should focus on your new job. And you never know you might just like it. I wish I had a job to look forward to everyday