I hate myself. I really do. I hate who I am. I hate my sexuality. I’m always abandoned by the ones I love. I am so lonely. I can’t bear this pain anymore. I can’t keep pretending. Please suggest the easiest, most painless ways to go and I’ll do it after christmas. I want to be free of this pain.
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Hey Stardustmoonlight,
Today’s my birthday. It hasn’t been a great day but I’m still here. I did it, I made it another year. I get lonely some days, but I know there are still people who love us. I know we can do this. We need to find a way. Whether you do it or not, I wish you the best and I hope you get to experience some joy. Take care.
@queer: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! And congratulations on making it another year.
Stardust, I don’t think there is a nice easy way out. Why do you hate yourself? It’s hard to be lonely. At least you have us. I don’t hate you.
Same, but I’m still here hating myself
Same here I hate myself sometimes too but I just try to find something to live for even if it only last five minutes then I just find something else. Try just taking it one day at a time.