Well things have been goin good here. Been busy working. My 2 past overdoses did nothin for me, but it helped me feel better about my depression to do it. Its most def not my turn to die. Dont think it ever will. So im just livin life as best as i can n movin forward. Got rid of the bad people in my life. All my ex bfs/fiance tried to do a “new year new me” bs approach. Like “hey im married/dating n happy now but i remember when i was a total d*ck to you so txtin to say im sorry n if theres anything i can do to help you, let me know.” Smdh like seriously rubbin your “happiness” in my face was just bs :-p but whatever helps you sleep at night man. I know for a fact alot of em are still loggin into dating sites n are in fact not happy but its whatever. Men are just unnecessarily confusing. Im not happy nor sad, im just content at the moment.
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Sorry, I originally posted a pretty long explanation kinda suggesting that it isn’t men or ladies specifically that are confusing, but that all people are confusing at the end of the day. It was sort of a manifesto stating that all people are evil hateful cesspools of mindless self indulgence. That we are all equally confusing and awful.
Anyway, the test was posted after I attempted to post the thing I just explained above because I thought for some reason my post privileges had been revoked or some other nonsense. I apologize for any confusion = ).
Contentment, especially among us, seems like mile stone.
Occasionally, a woman from my past will hit me up.
Unlike you, I don’t ridicule them for it in front of strangers.
Sorry, what a dipshit comment that was. I take it back.
Glad to hear you are busy working. For the longest time you complained about not being able to find a job. Hey, maybe 2018 will be a great year!!
If my memory serves, I learned about Henry Rollins – Liar from one of your posts. Does it describe some of the ex’s? Dumb question but I’ll ask.