I’ve been ready to die since February, again. I have actually had suicidal feelings on and off since 2011. I don’t want to participate in what other people call life. I want to do what I want to do. Unfortunately, only doing what you want will leave you destitute and living on the side of a road. I’m damn near to that point. I just want to be set free. I wish that somebody else could be the one to pull the trigger and not me, because I haven’t been able to do it.
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I can relate to not wanting to participate. It sounds like such an unqualified word for what is expected of us – participation and conformity. Rules were made to be broken is just another way of saying “humans will be humans. . . “. Let’s face it, at some point, everything gets old, and the desire to want to keep playing (participating and conforming) is no exception. How much of this stupidity and insanity should we endure, and for WHAT?
I vote for eternal recess, kickball for eternity.