A few things on my mind lately and i guess i want to talk to someone about it.
I used to be actively suicidal, but not anymore. Pretty much the reason for this is my family. They are a decent family and i cant kill myself because it would hurt them too much. Now i dont even consider suicide to be an option. If i had been born into an abusive family with the situation i am currently in i probably would already be dead by my own hands. Even if all my family were to die now i still could t bring myself to die because i believe i would still see my family in the afterlife.
Anyway, just some thoughts that have been on my mind. If you have similar thoughts, or you just want to talk that would be awesome.
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I feel the same way as you. My situation is different. I have a family myself and if I did take my own life it would ruin everything including my finances.
As for myself I did grow up in a VERY abusive childhood. I am actively suicidial and have been for awhile.
That’s encouraging. Its nice you found something you can hang on to.
Keep going. I’m working on getting better too. My family isn’t great and I was suicidal for a very long time but I’m getting better you can too.