Mad Kat

I have trust issues. I have trust issues. I have trust issues.

I told you, you couldn’t handle me. I told you. I told you. I told you.

I’m crazy I know, but I warned you! You made me trust you, love you, let you take a peak into my messed up head!

You broke down my walls, I spent years building up high, and let me experience the normality of loving another human being.

You made me believe what you said, “No, no, baby, it’s only the pills, you’ll be safe here in my arms, with me”, how could you?

YOU SHOULD’VE LET ME ROT GODDAMN IT!

Now, how am I supposed to sleep without your arms wrapped around me? How am I supposed to come home every night and look at that fucking shirt with your name across it?

You made me love you. How could you? Why did you show me love that I can’t keep?

Don’t leave me. Im too crazy to be alone. I’m scared. I need you.

Please, tell me you need me too?

With all my messed up heart,

LK to TT