My energy is gone

  December 6th, 2017 by idontevenknow2

Two weeks in taking prozac, and honestly, I started taking it cause I really do want to get better. I don’t want to feel like shit anymore, I want to change things. I want to read, paint, run. And I try to, but I am so damn tired all the time. It feels like my energy is gone. The meds won’t help. Every day I come home from school I just want to sleep. I don’t want to do anything anymore. I just feel so numb. I can’t be happy, I can’t be sad. It’s just ¬†fucked up. I really want to get better. I do. But how can I, when I am so done with everything? I am so tired. I just want to sleep, and sleep and sleep. My energy, and my will to do things is is completely gone, and I don’t know how to change that. I picked up my book today, and after reading 50 pages I slept for 2 hours. And then, I was gonna study, but I just sat in the sofa instead, not doing anything. Staring at my phone. What do I do? It feels like I am doing something so wrong, cause I should be able to stay awake a whole day and do stuff right? That’s what normal people do. So, what am I doing wrong?

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