Need for a relationship. wtf is wrong with..

  December 27th, 2017 by Urm8451n

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Why am I feeling such an urge to find a girlfriend?

I have completely accepted that I don’t and will never have a dad in my life, and that my biological dad is still out there alive nothing giving a shit about me.

I have accepted the fact that right now my family is in debts and that I have to spend as less as I can.

I have accepted that I must succeed and do my best at the university to find a well paying job.

I have accepted the fact that I don’t have time to go out with friends.

But for some reason, I can’t stop feeling the need to find a girl friend. it’s on my mind 24/7.

Why is that?
I’m already fed up with shit to deal with.
I thought I succeed at cutting my own feelings from my consciousness. So why can’t I cut this??

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