Just as the title says. Oh my fucking god!!! Why can’t people just see that I want to be left alone?! I never get ANY peace and quiet around here! There’s always yelling and shouting and everyone being too damn loud and ignoring their basic preschool training to use their inside voices. Ignorant cretins constantly in everyone’s faces like attention seeking toddlers! These are fucking teenagers for god’s sakes who should have basic manners and common sense but DON’T! No, I don’t want to try and run away with you!
No, I wont give you any food!
No, I won’t let you use my school chromebook or sneak onto facebook for you!
No, I wont do you any favors!
No, I don’t need or want your opinion!
No, I don’t want to watch tv!
NO, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!!!
I just wish that the heathens I live with here would just let me be. There is not one moment between where I live and school, other than using the bathroom that I get a moment of peace and quiet. No, I’m not like you, I don’t wish to be a loud, wild chimpanzee with no basic house training who depends on others for their very existence because they’re that shallow! I just want to be left alone. I don’t even want anyone to be in my presence! Your very existence annoys the hell out of me! I really just want to be left alone!
Is that too much to ask?
They say that when you’re depressed and shit you need to be around people, get out more, don’t isolate yourself, all that insane bullshit or else you’ll apparently get worse than you already are, blah blah blah. BULL. FUCKING. SHIT. All being around ANYONE does is make me feel angry, irritable and WORSE it general! Look at you with your happy lives, aint got a care in the world even though you think you do because poor me I didn’t get the iphone I wanted when I wanted it or I’m not going home today, I’m going home tomorrow, BOO HOO HOO! At least you have a family and a normal home life, kids at school! At least you know that you’re going home, kids at this group home!!
This is exactly why I hate people! They don’t understand and they don’t want to. If you don’t do what they want you to do then you’re a *****. And if you do, then you’re ‘easy’ and they walk all over you.
And then they wonder why when you finally snap and kill everyone, including yourself!! Life is just so full of assholes. They’re the exact reason why I’m getting worse, not better and why I’m so ready to just end it all and FINALLY get some peace and quiet. Forever.
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That sounds like a shit hole to live in. What kind of place is this?
Your narrative reminds me of a couple of places I have worked at.