Worry my close friend give up on me. Maybe she already did. I don’t know. I just feel very lonely lately. Maybe it just me forgot to take one pill one night and I feel this way. I am scared to lose people I love. It hurt so much. I feel pathetic to keep come back to here even though not lot of people respond to my posts. Maybe I am really pathetic.
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I often feel like my friends have moved on with their lives and forgotten about me. Sometimes I think maybe they just need a break from my never ending problems.
I either try to stay busy or call them and make plans to do something fun. Sometimes it feels like I’m faking it but in the end I end up happier and so do they. If you give up on yourself how can you expect others not do the same?
I thought I lost a close friendship two weeks ago. We reconnected just two days ago. During the two weeks I was utterly miserable. If you are inclined to be here, and loose a friendship, that is awful. Life threatening awful for me.
It’s hard to lose a friend. They are so few and far between. I’m glad you still have yours a1957. Jean-bean I’m thinking of you.
Having a long term friendship breakdown, especially suddenly, is deeply painful. I just spent an hour in small talk with her and we both know that is huge. I slipped into a private room (party going upstairs) to write this and try not let anyone see my misty eyes.
@jean-bean102 I hope you get what you need. My friend and I reconnected after I texted her this simple text: Hey, contact me when you have a chance.
Thanks you guys for responds and kindness.
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