I am done with this life. I tried praying and reading the bible but I am in a bad situation with no way out. I tried contacting my friend for some weed he asked who it was and when I told him he ignored my message. I have done a lot for people and everyone just ignores me. I hate my life and I hate my thoughts they are bad. I have three options take 1200 mg of zyprexa rent a hotel room and slit my wrists vertically or jump off the parking garage or bridge. I just want out of this life. I hate who I am .I hate the stuff I have done and what was done to me. I’m I stuck in psychosis and none of the meds help.
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If you have been reading the bible/praying is it safe to assume you are of Christian faith?
If that is the case, would you not fear the fires of hell if you did end your days? .. Don’t mean to offend. Just wonder what is your view on what happens after ending your life?
What you are suggesting strongly relies on interpretation of said book.
I fear he’ll but I also believe you can live in spiritual hell which I am living right now
i don’t think hell is just a place of fiery torment, but i believe it’s real.
a man robs a bank, hides the money away for his friends, rapes a woman, kills some people, gets caught and kills himself to avoid punishment here on earth… do you think it ends just like that? maybe it does, but i don’t think so. i believe there is a price to pay, and i believe that if we live righteously and make it through this world, we will get to the other side, or what many call “heaven”.
i think the act of taking our lives and living self-destructively will trap us, or send us straight to hell, which i believe to be an unpleasant place, completely devoid of our creator’s love.
Okay, so essentially, the entire life of a person is taken into account upon death. The heart and deeds of the person are weighed then.. Regardless of mode of death?
Does that sound accurate to your beliefs?
I don’t want to sound disrespectful or anything. I’m really uncertain what I believe about what happens after we pass. I simply hope there is no suffering for good folks.
not necessarily their entire lives. i think it depends on where they are spiritually at the point of death. what they did in the past, doesn’t really matter. i could’ve lived my life as a vicious, conniving criminal, but by the time i’m dead, i have repented, sought forgiveness and have experienced a change of heart. i think we are all striving for the same thing. it’s not success, it’s not money, or nice things, it’s love. that’s what we all want and need, and our world is crumbling as we know it.
Those are terrible options, especially if the parking garage is less than stories. Seriously, though, if you’re reaching out here with those really crappy options, why not reach out to someone in real life who may be able to help you? Not the same person(s), but someone else. Make a fresh start with a new therapist. You are worth other options.
I have tried talking to people it does not work I am stuck. I have bad paranoia and always tense. I know these are bad options but all in all I just want out