Wednesday I will finally attempt. It has been a long time in the making. My method has a 97% lethality rate and I’ve made sure that everything is in place so that it will actually work. It seems pretty fool proof.
Unfortunately, I will be making this attempt at home. Meaning it will be a member of my family discovering my suicide. It’s not ideal, but i’ve exhausted my options and it seems this is the best way.
I am halfway through or so writing my suicide note, I also have time cave setup to send emails to certain friends 12 hours after my attempt ( so I have time to cancel if it doesn’t workout). I will be doing it in the basement of my house, I will lock the door and put a note on the outside of the door saying that I have committed suicide and not to unlock the door until EMS has arrived (In hope of saving my family from seeing my dead body in that state)
I will also have have another note outlining my method and why I chose it.
I will possibly be making posts or answering comments up until Wednesday night, feel free to ask any questions ect!
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I’m about to kill myself in about 2 weeks from now. I’m using gas asphyxiation, what method are you going to use?
How do you feel about it?, excited? nervous? sad? peaceful? I was debating that method before, but i’m hanging. I’ve tested it out, to the point where I almost accidentally committed suicide, so I know how it feels and to me at least it’s pretty painless and easy. Do you have an email you’d be willing to share? We aren’t allowed to discuss methods on here, but Id gladly discuss details with you via email.
My email is: cybertiger1387 @ hotmail.com
If that does not work, come back on this post and I will give you another one. There’s even some questions I will like to ask you about your met hod. Cause hanging is my plan b
don’t do it
Sweet, I sent you an email.
in fact, I will attempt Wednesday myself. You said you set up emails to be sent to certain friends, how does that work? because I want to do the same and be able to cancel it in case I don’t succeed.
theres a systen called timecave, you can have an email setup to be sent out automatically at a certain time on a certain date. goodluck my friend!
Thank you! For you too
Whats the issue pal? Depression? Abuse? PTSD? The realization that toy will never be able to fit into this world?
id say that my problems have led me to a sort of depression, though i wouldn’t even call myself depressed at this point. its the not fitting in part, i just dont get people, i have friends a girlfriend and a good family but i feel like im different. everyone is easily ammused, everyone seems natural. I feel like i fake everything. i think i have some cognitive issues aswell, although i hid them very well. for example I can not for the life of me get anywhere without a gps, even if ive been there 100 times. I always forget mostly everything, so anylearning seems pointless at this point, people ask me for help because ive done something before but i cant remember anythinf about it. I barely remember anything from my past whichis vert upsetting, i look at old pictures of myself and don tremember at all. And yes i somehow graduated highschool