am I supposed to wait?

So me and his guy have been best friends for a long time and used to kind of “talk”. But for a long time I was getting over my ex who broke my heart and left me with trust issues. Then I’m finally over my ex and I start liking this other guy. He wants me to wait for him until the hockey season is over. I didn’t tell him that I was waiting for him, but I was and I kind of still am. But life is too short to wait for someone that might not even want to be with you. So I kind of moved on. To a guy who’s nice to me, I talked about him in one of my previous posts. So both guys have the ups and downs, but I still really like the guy that wanted me to wait for him, but I don’t think he still wants me. I want to try talking to him about it but if he doesn’t even like me anymore I will feel stupid, and if he does still like me I feel like he’ll be a jerk about me liking another guy. I just don’t know what to do.