don’t know what title to give here

  January 12th, 2018 by YouThinkYouGotIssues

death seems very calming and appealing to me these times… i’ve always never been in a good relationship with people – friends, family, girlfriend, etc… i never wanted to hurt anyone but i always end up inflicting pain just about on everyone who comes in contact with me. i’ve tried hard to be a good person but it seems like every effort i make is hopeless. i’m 30 now and have been living with anxiety disorder since childhood. i don’t want to give up but it feels like death is the only way to end all pain on both sides. my mind is split. i cant trust myself. i honestly don’t quite know what is right. i feel no emotions inside of me. i only have aggressive confrontational mood 24×7. i don’t want to be like this. i want to be good, but i honestly don’t know how to do that.

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