There’s this one time that I got bullied at school for two years. Some kept on talking behind my back, my friends acted as friends not until they all got tired of dealing with me and just drifted away, my classmates, as much as possible, they try to avoid me and not include me in any group activities, my teachers…. Well, they are not helping at all. One of them even made me clean the whole classroom by myself because no one wants to volunteer helping me. I swear, I was crying so hard but those people? worst people kept on acting like nothing ever happened. I WAS LIKE A TOTAL OUTCAST BACK THEN. Then, there was this time that I started listening to music but tried other genres, and yes, EXO has been always my life saver. Funny and shallow, but I’ve always wanted to see them. I’ve always wanted to hug them. And there’s this point that I wanted to live for them. And so I did. My classmates threw horrible looks as if saying “You don’t even understand a thing, how come you like it?” And then, the teacher who made me clean the classroom kept on nagging at me, which was very odd because I never even get noticed. All she says that because of EXO, I always fail at school. I always get failing grades. Well, wake your senses up.
It is not EXO who made me feel depressed and tired of living.
It is not EXO who made me feel worthless and an outcast.
It is not EXO who talked behind my back while I am having a breakdown.
It is not EXO who made me feel humiliated about my existence for 2 long years.
It is you, my very own adviser, my very own friends, my very own classmates and my very own family.
After all I went through, EXO taught me how one member can outshine those darkness that is inside my whole entity.
EXO made me happy even in my saddest times. And, because of EXO, I’ve met true friends. Some of them haven’t keep in touch with me, but it’s alright. At least, I still have some, but really far away from me.
EXO made me wanted to live life again. Therefore, EXO is really my life. Hi to those EXO-L’s here (if there are some). Hahaha.
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It is interesting how that those who comfort you, in your case EXO, get blamed for your problems by the very people who ARE causing you problems. This happens to almost every one of us at one time or another and the blame is always misplaced.
Well, because EXO is a Korean boy group, they kept on blaming me for listening to it. Then, recently, I just stalked some of my classmates and there. I saw posts about how EXO means to them, how EXO makes them feel loved. LIKE OK. Before that I FIRST LOVED THEM, they all looked at me as if I’m some kind of alien, and now they are being some kind of fan who dealt with everything together with EXO? Gosh, these people are the worst.