Failed

January 21st, 2018by FlightlessBird

I ended up in psych ward after a failed suicide attempt.

My roommates laughed at me for thinking I’ll be out after few days and that I should be ready for a looong stay.

I’m losing my mind already and it’s been only a day.

All because of being trapped.

I desperately want to off myself, just to get out of this place, while I was pretty stable at the hospital and feeling okay.

Patients are loud, won’t let me sleep and stray dogs have better food.

I’m constantly stressed out because literally everyone has issues here.

And I could barely deal with my own.

I want to smash things.

Or my head against the wall.

To think I *could* get worse after all…

 

 

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