GeneralRantsStories of Lossi won’t grow to be old by iamdarling 1/5/2018 written by iamdarling 1/5/2018i’m not sure why, but i have this weird feeling that i won’t grow to be old. i mean, i can’t imagine myself living until i’m, what, ninety? AnxietyanxiousBeDepressedDepressionElderlyGoinggrowHappinessHappyHelpIllillnessImagineInstinctmentalmentallyneverOcdoldoutRunningSadTimeToyoung6 comments 0Related postsA whole bunch of problems in a jar 8/25/2019Kurt Cobain Heart Shaped-box 8/25/2019Healing words from ‘Walden’ 8/25/2019Sad, more to the story but that just... 8/25/2019I miss the younger me 8/24/2019drinking alone and stoned 8/24/2019just how I feel lately 8/24/2019Just my luck 8/24/2019My mind saw the cliff 8/22/2019I will light myself on fire next week 8/22/20196 comments clipped-wings 1/5/2018 - 12:08 pmConcentrate on making twenty and go from there! Log in to Reply some kid 1/5/2018 - 1:09 pmSomeday it will be 2090 and kids will be like “lol people born in 2000 are about to die” Log in to Reply Blugirl16 1/5/2018 - 10:45 pmwhy would anyone want to live so long anyway? You’ll be unattractive, weak, dependent on everyone, and you probably won’t be able to do what you love past 70 or so. If you’re like most of us..you’ll only be left reminiscing what used to be. Eh, who knows maybe things will be different in 2090 for the elderly Log in to Reply a1957 1/5/2018 - 11:16 pmExactly. Not me. I see the disabled elderly quite a bit these days. I see no reason why I would let this happen to myself either. I am 60, which ain’t young, but I am pain free in my body at least and still vital to my loved ones, at least for now. But to become insignificant or locked into physical pain would seem so so foolish to me. The shrink is trying to address the mental pain that drove me here to this site, among other things. Unless I stay relevant and have quality of life I don’t see a point in sticking around either. Log in to Reply clipped-wings 1/6/2018 - 3:46 amI am locked into physical pain. I’m 53. It’s been getting worse. I’m still plugging away and seeking relief for some reason. Pain is a strange thing. It takes away your good humor. Then your appetite. And finally your desire to live. I’m entering that last stage. Log in to Reply Foundhappiness 1/5/2018 - 10:56 pmIm 51 going on 52 this year. I already had a good life. I won’t live to be old,,, in fact, I routinely take my blood pressure and even a few minutes ago was 180/111 ,,, the chart tells me to go to the ER right away,,,, I have this each night,,,, The above is right,,, when we get old, we do those things (even though I’m not near that level yet). I have my own plan,,, will do it, but its also comforting to know with a blood pressure like mine is, I likely won’t have to end my own life,,,, its gonna happen soon on its own,,,, thats a given… so I wait,, for now,,,, Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.