In 2017 I made one of the biggest mistakes of my life that I’ll probably never forget. And I’m just sitting here like, I could ruin a persons happiness so easily right now. I helped my friend cheat on his girlfriend of 2 years at the time, now almost 3 years. And I was on Facebook and I saw a picture of them together, happy. And the first thing that came into my head when I saw that was “I could ruin this relationship. I could make that girl in the picture hate my guts and probably cause them issues that may make them break up” but I won’t do that. None of it was her fault, she doesn’t deserve the hurt that me and my ex friend could cause her if we told her. It never meant to happen, but it just did. One day this lie I’m living will break me. One day I’ll probably have the courage to tell her, but she doesn’t need that pain. Not while their happy. I’ll let them be happy.