January 10th, 2018 by forawhile

After many long years of suffering and every single option thought out, I finally am at a complete stand still. There is no other option.

So now I just prepare. I want to make things as easy on my family as possible. I plan on going to my bank today to fill out a payable upon death beneficiary form so they avoid probate court. I’ve been cleaning my apt and will be getting rid of all the unnecessary items my family won’t have use for. I am waiting for my W2 to be available to file for that so the money will automatically go into my account when ready. Even wrote out my note with instructions about my bank and waiting to close it until the income tax money is in it.

In all honesty, I don’t want to do this. I want to live. Really live, but the life I have now is not living. It’s suffering and there is no end to it. I can’t keep doing it anymore.



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