Hi. I’m still alive, if anyone cared anyway. I’m on my edge. I need help. My family tries, and the few friends I have too, but I’ve moved on from not just cutting, but forcing myself to throw up. It feels like nothing will ever change with this, and I won’t have a future past 22. I know I’ll just be dead by then. I have nothing to live for past that. What’s even the point to living to then if I know I’ll be dead? It seems very useless, and I just don’t want to exist. I want to be forgotten so no one worries about me since I don’t deserve it. I almost did it the other day. My pill bottle was left next to my bedside, and I rolled it around in my hand for about 20 minutes before I put it away and cried myself to sleep. I should’ve done it. I’d be in a better place, and so would everyone else without me here.
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i’m a complete stranger & i don’t want you to ever go
& i’d feel really really sad if you do 🙁
can we please pleeeeease talk about this?
walk me through your problems lovely <3
i'm right here 4 u
I cared! I tried to get you. Check the posts from the past week. I’m so relieved that you’re alive.
You said the words. I NEED HELP. And you’re right. Why do you think you won’t live past 22? Are you under a doctor’s care? I don’t want you to be in pain. I think you’re a beautiful person. You care about others and they care about you. I know it’s hard. I had the bottles in my hand yesterday.
Lovvely, I wish I knew more about you. It bugs me that you’re so miserable. I have hope for you. I never fit in with cliques. I had to be my own friend. I’m different. And being different didn’t go over so great when I was young. I guess it still doesn’t. Won’t you please let me be a friend?
of course. I appreciate that you care so much. Thank you. Truly. I wish I could show how grateful I am for you caring for me so much.
I do care. There’s something about you that sticks in my mind. I think it’s because you care deeply and hurt deeply.
Hey, I’ve been reading your posts for a while now. I’ve never been able to really find the right words to say to you, but I’m glad you’re still with us.