suicide note..

  January 21st, 2018 by ughlife

People always tell me that they care about me, but when it comes to the time I need help no one cares. I’m 14 years old and I want my life to be over. I registered for this website because I’ve already been holding it in so long. A while ago I was slut shamed for making out with someone when I was drunk. It got around because my best friend told people. The slut shaming didn’t bother me at first, but after a while even if it isn’t true, you are told it so many times you start to believe it. I’ve just felt so alone, people always calling me *****, slut, hoe, dumb, stupid, I’ve had enough. I know it may not seem bad, but I just can’t take it anymore, I want it to be over. I want to stop hating myself. Stop being depressed. Stop wanting to kill myself. I want to feel safe and loved. Because when you stop caring, loving, and liking yourself, that’s when it sucks. When your the only person you have and you hate yourself. I want to die, I need to die. I need to leave this horrible place. I need help.

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