The ability to accept rationality. My emotions get the best of me and my mind goes “that’s absurd” and yet my emotions win with my mind going “is anyone even listening to me?” Wish I could win a battle against myself every once in. While. Human connection would be nice as well I’m definitely missing that
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Right now I been trying to gain the strength to get out and walk a ways so I can overdose and be done. I guess I am missing the strength to leave
Because the people outside starting to scare me as much as the people inside
The people on the outside probably scare me more
Self esteem, to the point that I am willing and able to go out and achieve what I want, without worrying whether others approve of me and my reasons.
My brother James. I’m not supposed to be older than him. I miss him a lot. He died at age 50 from drug abuse.
The ability to accept rationality. My emotions get the best of me and my mind goes “that’s absurd” and yet my emotions win with my mind going “is anyone even listening to me?” Wish I could win a battle against myself every once in. While. Human connection would be nice as well I’m definitely missing that