February 5th, 2018 by edgarfallout

Today I found out what I am most scared of. The thing I fear most is people. If no one existed the only thing I would have to worry about is my own sanity. There are ways to stave off insanity. Finding out my worst fear has given me strength.

I will not kill myself. But I now earnestly pray for a young death. Regardless of my hopes, God will do what God will do. And if God doesnt exist, then whatever happens will happen. My mind tells me this hope of a young death is not probable, yet I hold on to it and it gives me strength.

I hope i have given you even a sliver of strength. Do not expect me to come back here, my purpose here is complete.

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