February 17th, 2018 by Jean-bean102

I want the knife to go across my neck

I want my brain to be shattered behind me with a bang

I want the water shallow me whole

I want someone to beat me senseless

I want to wonder aimless off the road

I want my breathe taken away from me.

Just make it go away.

Be gone

Be away

Be nothing more.

Why can’t I just drop dead? Why not? Please just let me.

I don’t want to be strong anymore.

Because it means loneliness.

Loneliness do not kill, but a curse from a beating heart

That do not know when to quit.


I want it to stop. I want the loneliness to stop. If I made a new friends or make a new family, I will still eventually lose that again and be in this position again. It will come back to you like a old sick, stalking friend. This will happen again and I am not strong enough for other one that soon.

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