I’m afraid I’m becoming mentally ill. Fucked up sleeping hours. Night terrors that doesn’t scare me, but they sure are fucked up.
Acting a bit paranoid. Feeling extremely down /depressed. Feeling empty, either hollow and bored or drowned in sadness.
Guys, I hope to hold on to reality. The hard times are temporary. I wish that my sanity would hold strong and overcome this.
I had to write this so if I’ll ever go insane, I would atleast know when it started.
Anyway, stay strong, be brave, yours Jac.
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I wish I could know when my insanity/depression started. You never know if you were born that way or became mentally ill. Maybe the same for you too. It just took form at that time.
You cant either know if it is caused by something in the present or the past. Is it fixible by fulfilling empty needs or by psychotherapy?
Those are serious questions. I learnt one thing of how important is mental health.