Today we had a competition in which for the past four years my sister has won. I lost all of my events. I can’t even look at my fucking parents. I’m so upset with myself. Idk what to do, I want to cry but the tears won’t come. I want to die, but I’m not brave enough. I want help but I’m to awkward to ask. What do I do?
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You just did it. You asked for help. Good first step.
It’s not your fault you didn’t win.. what was the competition? Perhaps biased? Perhaps winner was a matter of opinion? No way to control that