Help…………………………

February 6th, 2018by leleboo21

It’s been a minute since I posted something… I don’t even know where I stand right now, i’m confused and lost at this point here’s why………So for the last 8 months I as happy because I got into  a relationship with someone who was special to me but about 4 days ago me nd his cousin was chilling and smoking then he kissed me nd it went from there but I had to tell my boyfriend so last night I told him nd today i’m sitting here next to him but we aren’t speaking nd i’m the cause of it.. Now im stuck between him nd his cousin because his cousin treats me like a Queen nd my boyfriend treats me like a girlfriend I don’t know what to do I just don’t want to make the wrong decision nd it fucks up everything…………………I keep crying, I can’t eat, sleep or even think straight I got so much going through my mind bruhh I feel like I juss need to disappear so I can’t hurt anyone else, I feel dead inside, i’m not even happy anymore, nd now I don’t know what to do or say to anybody I just want to curl up in a corner in a locked room nd cry and cut to ease sum of the pain I feel empty inside like nothing is there not even a heart or blood running through my veins. Can sumbody please help me out im so lost and confused I don’t know what to do nd the bad thing about it is we all attend the same school nd we all have the same lunch period……

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