Here my plan…

  February 11th, 2018 by Jean-bean102

  1. sigh, disconnect from society media for a while.
  2. find Master
  3. become sex slave?
  4. buy a tent, a lot of wines, and take a plane ticket to florida
  5.   …
  6. ……

Honest I don’t know….

Just don’t know what to do with myself. I hit all dead ends relates to people. Any ideas?

So far some suggest I hear from some, go back to college, or find full time jobs… or something..

I don’t want to be alone anymore. I want to feel loved and wanted again.


  1. finish my class and have enough money to support myself to do what I really want. I miss art world so much. Art is not about me expressing myself. No, not really. It is much more than that for me. I want to work with people (students or staff) in my career. I am not sure what it will be exactly…
  2. Have good time with my trips to east coast, visiting my friends in March and enjoy it while it lasts.
  3. I think on top of everything else, have a relationship is very important for me as a deaf person in my life. It is a fact. I am not kind of person who enjoy romantic movies, but I do need that strong emotional connections to someone. That is something I don’t think I can get through work/career.
  4.   Let go of people that I think it is better to have than none. I don’t need people pull me down. I am too tired to do one side efforts.
  5. Still don’t mind to find a Master/Mistress and become a sex slave. Really like that idea.
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