- sigh, disconnect from society media for a while.
- find Master
- become sex slave?
- buy a tent, a lot of wines, and take a plane ticket to florida
- …
- ……
Honest I don’t know….
Just don’t know what to do with myself. I hit all dead ends relates to people. Any ideas?
So far some suggest I hear from some, go back to college, or find full time jobs… or something..
I don’t want to be alone anymore. I want to feel loved and wanted again.
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- finish my class and have enough money to support myself to do what I really want. I miss art world so much. Art is not about me expressing myself. No, not really. It is much more than that for me. I want to work with people (students or staff) in my career. I am not sure what it will be exactly…
- Have good time with my trips to east coast, visiting my friends in March and enjoy it while it lasts.
- I think on top of everything else, have a relationship is very important for me as a deaf person in my life. It is a fact. I am not kind of person who enjoy romantic movies, but I do need that strong emotional connections to someone. That is something I don’t think I can get through work/career.
- Let go of people that I think it is better to have than none. I don’t need people pull me down. I am too tired to do one side efforts.
- Still don’t mind to find a Master/Mistress and become a sex slave. Really like that idea.
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Yeah that is the uh, what they suggest to everyone. They like to call it “contributing to society”
Up to you what to do, entertain yourself
What do you want to accomplish? Do you have to meet people? Do you want to get away? Do you want to feel purpose? Do you feel strongly about a certain cause? Sorting out your feelings can be quite a task Bean!
Hello Jean-bean102,
I’m like you, I’ve been through the mill, and I don’t know the answer 🙁
But I’ll tell you what I do, I work to buy the things I enjoy such as food, cable, you know things I like. If you want to feel loved and wanted “needed” you need to take care of someone works every time!!! 🙂
Good luck 🙂
P.S, Your plan sounded good to me! except I like vodka 🙂
Do you have any other options?
I ask because having a plan A at least, is important. Forget plan B rn, what do you really want to do?
Doing something out of desperation often ends up being rushed and underplanned, and can put you in an overall worse position… That’s what this sounds like to me. Desperation.
Just take your time and come up with something you feel is accomplishable. I don’t want you to wind up in a worse position than you already may be in.
Life will always involve people unless you go live out in the woods. But that’s very difficult and harsh (more than what I say). That’s why I don’t live there