I tried to kill myself today.

February 5th, 2018by lavendercat

I grabbed the rope, tied it to my doorknob. Tied a slip knot on the other end. Put my hand in the knot and pushed down to see if it would hold. I put the rope around my neck and pushed downwards with my head. I felt nothing but blood rushing to my head. I tried to put the rope lower on my neck, higher. Still nothing. I can’t even kill myself right. I’m such a fucking failure.

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