I grabbed the rope, tied it to my doorknob. Tied a slip knot on the other end. Put my hand in the knot and pushed down to see if it would hold. I put the rope around my neck and pushed downwards with my head. I felt nothing but blood rushing to my head. I tried to put the rope lower on my neck, higher. Still nothing. I can’t even kill myself right. I’m such a fucking failure.
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You got to do something about it
What is going on? What is bothering you?
It’s a very long story.
I know exactly how you feel.I tried twice to hang myself and I failed.The worst part is the way you feel after the failed attempt: disgusted,hating yourself and worthless.
That made me feel a bit less alone, thank you. I’m sorry that you want (or wanted) to die, and I hope the best for you.
Thanks.I won’t tell you that you should live or you should die,I’ll just wish you ‘ll do whatever you want to do.
Hi lavendercat, I’m sorry about all of this and I’m glad you’re still here (btw, love the username–how cute).
I’m so, so sorry that you want to die. But I am really happy that you failed at it today. I don’t know your story or your pain, but I hope you find some peace. Please, consider doing something that prevents you from being in this situation (trying to kill l yourself) again, whatever that is. Maybe calling a suicide hotline or talking to a professional or just talking to a friend? I don’t know. I know that just one thing won’t fix it all, I’m sure it won’t even make a dent, but I hope it’s enough to keep you hanging in there until you can feel better.
Today I realized why people hang themselves it is very easy to access and easy to complete right where you are. I thought about hanging myself for the first time today, after strictly restricting that method the rest of every other day. I have only ever thought bad of hanging and how unpleasant now I realize it could be easily accomplished and another thing to add to my possible methods
Yeah,it’s also cheap.All you need is a strong rope and courage.Although,a shot in the head or in the heart is a faster way.But there’s a whole procedure to get a gun,it takes a long time…And yes,most of the people try to hang themselves in their houses,right where they are.In my case,both times I went out in the woods and i tied the rope to trees.The second time was the worst: freezing cold night and I was shaking all the time.