idk

  February 7th, 2018 by some kid

Memories from freshman year, they haunt me. I was 14/15 years old and was attending a private school. I had no idea of the miserable times that awaited me. I’m still mad at my parents for putting me in this situation, I was young I couldn’t handle the stress of being bombarded with homework. Why did it have to be me?! I’ve always been a procrastinator and I’ve never wanted to be that smart or anything. I screwed everything up and this past defines me. I cant move on because I’m always reminded of the mistakes I made, the time I wasted, that made me who I am today. I’m doing no justice in writing how I feel right now. I’m crying because I’m just so sad that this wound is who I am. No matter how successful and hopeful for the future I will ever be, I will always be a worthless screw up. That will never change.

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